i said yes to him..
i guess now im taken ..
what a shocker ..
its been almost a year ..
a year of playing around with boyz.. being a tease and just making them wish they could have me .. (wow that sounded so conceited like) .. haha .. but yeah .. now i guess im taken .. thats such a big thing for me to say .. its been a while .. i dont know how to be a good girlfriend ..well anymore enyways .. and im so afraid im going to fuck up .. im afraid im going to hurt him .. and i wish so much that i wont.. because "basketball boi " (i guess i shouldchange it to my boyfriend now huh .. ) .. is a good person ..
even now im afraid to even look at his myspace page or facebook or anything of the sort .. because i know ima git jealous..and ihate that about me ..i dont want to get hurt like every other guy i been with .. they've either cheated on me . hit me . or never paid attention to me .. am i just not worth the attention? .. i dont want him to do that to me .. i dont want to get hurt ... im trying sohard not to get attached that i know that i will hurthim as well .. even though i only said yes to him yesterday .. i shouldnt be freaking out about this .. but im just that kind of person .. does that make me bad?
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AWWWWW I'm sorry you're so worried about this. It is pretty tough being committed to someone. But just think about all the pros in a relationship. And if this guy really likes you shouldn't worry about not hurting him or get jealous. If he cares about you, he'll love everything you do.
ReplyDeleteOh, and no! It doesn't make you bad.